Guh

I knew I shouldn’t have cooked Chili Con Carne at 1am…I’m flipping knackered…

How can my neck even still hurt too?

Wrongdoing

Surely something should go wrong, I got drunk and started a fire tonight with some friends and didn’t even get burnt/caught by police/kiss random girl…

Worrying. Worrying.

Perfection

A job, happiness with a girlfriend, going into a new band, and what’s more there’s a fair in Beccles on tonight. I feel happy, but life has made me so that I can’t really do anything without anticipating something round the corner waiting with a large bat. I’d prefer it if it was physical damage, I’m bored of being mind-fucked by stupid little niggles. Please, bad things, don’t come until 21st August when the highlights of my summer effectively finish. Cheers in advance.

Should the title be ‘Anticipation’? Hmm. Nah.

Kissing

Prevention of tooth decay, losing weight and slows the ageing process by toning jaw muscles. Good things seem to attract good things, it’s funny how evolution has its way in life.

Anyway, I’m off to the beach, might bring a notepad. Hmm.

Longing

The amount of times I’m thinking about it now – I’ve been in the city every day this week, either Norwich or Yarmouth, but I just want to be there forever. It’s seriously trashy, gangster and unsafe but I love it.

Last night we wandered down to the beach, sat on this random block of pavement and drank until it was dark – loads of people turned up and it was just pretty cool. No-one seems to have the trashy nasty dirty parties anymore, or maybe I just don’t get invited…

Hehe, I actually downloaded Hadouken, I couldn’t help it. ‘Welcome to our world, we are the wasted youth, and we are the future too.’ Brilliant, hehe, just sums up all the underage drinking I’ve been around and not cared about in the past few weeks.

That’s another thing, suddenly I’ve got all mature-ish. I say ish because whenever you’re around I revert to childhood, but I prefer beer rather than spirits, look after people, am just generally less childish. Maybe it’s because I’ve been more independent than usual recently, with searching for jobs, taking an hour and a half trip to Yarmouth and randoming about trying to find people I know but I feel I’ve changed. I was talking about it yesterday with Maddi – I thought Avenged Sevenfold was a year ago, it was only January – I look back and the amount of stuff that’s happened since then has been immense and a real difference. It’s a good thing, I prefer this lifestyle. I just hope I get into uni so I can move just a little further in my life. Fate’s given me a torch but no batteries, I need to get a job so I can fuel this fantastic existence being in places other than in front of my computer every day. Travel seems to be the key to my happiness, no matter where I go. This’ll do for now, hehe.