I just want to click with someone. It’s not happened yet, and I know I should be patient. It just annoys me that whenever I find someone they’re somehow not quite right. I don’t know. Not even with you.
It just makes me feel a bit ill. Maybe drinking a lot tonight and raving to DnB and cheese will cheer me up.
Or maybe it’ll get me back here at 3am doing what I always do. That plus weed. Heh.
I didn’t realise until today – heh, well I suppose that makes it final doesn’t it.
I have exams in an hour or so – I don’t need to revise therefore I won’t. Doesn’t that just make it so annoying? I will never be anything because I don’t try hard enough. I’ll always be a jack of all trades – and a master of none.
I’m going to buy Rock Band after Christmas and trade my education for the completion of all the tracks.
They played Shut Me Up at Pendulum last night. I thought of you.
xx
I had an awesome dream about having a goatee. I want a goatee now, I just wish I could pull it off.
Pendulum tonight, finally some music I can listen to on campus.
It’s rum time, pretty much just woke up but…eh.
