Hello, my name’s Andrew and I’ve been renewed. At least it seems that way since I’ve changed too much yet not noticed anything happen on the way.
I’m an 18-year-old typical teenage stoner. I had a hang-up once which I still haven’t got over, but I keep trying. I’m currently with someone I really like. And this is what scares me.
EVERYONE I get into a relationship with has been a carbon copy of the other. Sorry, but that’s the facts. What really scared me yesterday was the fact that my new…er..partner? was on iTunes and had organised everything perfectly, putting every song not in an album into one marked ‘Random’.
This is exactly what one of my exes used to do. The similarities don’t stop there, it’s just freaky how everything seems to have a déja-vu quality to it.
Now, I have an exam on tomorrow and I’m not particularly worried. All that I’m worried about is getting there on time, as I haven’t been able to sleep recently. Why? Because I’ve realised slowly that I’m a complete mess with no real aim, who drinks, smokes, farts and snores like the rest of us.
We are the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world. We are all part of the same compost heap.
And in all probability, God hates us all.
Thanks, invisible friend.
